Neither of you spoke for seconds until eli cleared his throat.

It was over just after a few seconds and the light pink that dusted his cheeks had grown darker in color. Your hand came up to land on the nape of his neck, fingers skimming and combing the short hair back there. eli could taste the same cherry chapstick he watched you run over your lips over the course of years and years. Then, in a movement that seemed to slow time down, your lips connected with his which were softer than you could’ve ever imagined. Slowly walking towards him, you leaned down to come face to face with eli. “it’s fine! we can do that, i’d like to.” he’d finally managed to make eye contact with you for the first time in minutes. “we obviously don’t have to but you were nervous and i just thought if your first time– kiss, i meant kiss– was with someone you knew, it would make you more comfortable.”Įli’s hand came over to grab yours with a quickness you’d never seen before. so, it wouldn’t be weird.” you shrugged like it was nothing but really? your heart was beating outside your chest.Ī pregnant pause and you decided to shake your head, backing up. “friends help each other and we’re friends. Pushing yourself up by holding onto the armrests of the chair, you walked towards him, stopping when you landed right in front of him. The moskowitz boy’s sentence immediately came to a stop and when he looked over at you, the first thing you noticed was the blush on his cheeks. as he rambled, he wasn’t even focused on you, too occupied with his questions to notice your expression.

He was sat on the bed - you on his computer chair. “i mean, what am i supposed to do? where do i put my hands? where do i-” eli’s words were drowned out yet again as your eyes made their way to him. If he was any more oblivious, you’d grow worried. was he really saying this in front of you? the person who’d been hopelessly in love with him for as long as you could remember. Now, you understood his insecurities especially since you saw the bullying he faced firsthand but come on. It was the same thing he’d complained about before - being worried that someone would never kiss him because of his lip and even if they did, it’d be horrible because he’s never done it before. Nodding your head along to the sound of eli’s continuous whining, you fought the urge to roll your eyes yet again. Warnings: shy!eli, eli before the hawk transformation lol, gn!reader, make out session, cursing, nsfw-ish. eli keeps going on about not having his first kiss yet, so you decide to do something about that. Practice makes perfect: eli ‘hawk’ moskowitz.

Blush blush eli nsfw